I guess I'll try to tell you abit about my life, and if it sounds anything like yours, im sorry.
Im a teenager suffering badly at the hands of aspergers. Its hard to explain at hand what it is but bare with me. I guess one way to describe it is like god saying: fuck you, your not having any friends. Well... in my mind anyway.
With aspergers of course comes deppresion. And if your reading this so far.. you probably already know what that is, and if not, stop reading me ruby and the motherfucking rubish bin... goddam liberal coucilers.
Everyone seems to be so cluelles as to exactly what aspergers is in modern society. Schools for example seemed to think that secluding me and hoping I would just dissapear all ready would do the trick. Either this or they sat down at a big meeting and said:
Teacher1: LETS PUT HIM IN A REMEDIAL CLASS TO HELP HIM WITH HIS BULLYING!!!
Teacher2: OMFG THAT IS TE BEST IDEA EVUR!!!
Teacher3: HEALLZ YEA!!
I doubt it... they were bastards for sure.
Anyway a mental breakdown later (for some reason) they decided to sign me off school, and they finally got what they wanted... me failing everything.
My friend was in the same sutuation at one stage, so what he did was dye his hair black, wear an angsty hoodie and womens jeans along with other gay accessories. Anyway it seemed to work for him, women love him... and men and so he party's and has sex and has pretty much forgot about me. Fucking emo's....
I decided to do the same thing eccept I forgot I wasnt middle class and I actually was deppressed at this time, so I decided agianst it in hope's some other sub-culture would come along, or two hundered pounds for some vans... I don't know.
At this moment and time im a college student doing a shitty course, waiting for an anvil or something to land on my head...
I think ill make my next post cheerier on a totally unrelated note.
